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Sunday, 13 January 2013

Tie a Rainbow to the Garden Gate and Dance!

Ballerina Toes! 

When I was 20 years old I met the first great leader in my life.

Siobhán was only 4. She had the most disfigured little body I had ever seen and her only control was her blink and a few little mewing sounds.

The way she was took me far outside of my comfort zone! I found myself in completely unknown territory with no idea what to do. Nothing in my life or my training had prepared me to teach a child who could neither move nor speak. For some strange reason all I could think to do was sing and we continued to do just that, 16 small children and I, until our hearts were attuned and our souls entwined.

Over the next 10 years Siobhán and her friends taught me how to see whole worlds behind the obvious! They drew out the courage and imagination I needed to believe in impossible dreams. They never doubted me and above all we had fun. Through the classroom windows we watched the flowers growing and kept our eyes peeled for rainbows. Whenever one appeared I ran around the garden like some kind of whirling dervish, frantically swinging a lasso around my head with the children cheering me on from inside! I tied the captured rainbow to the garden gate and every child could slide over into 'Rainbowland' - a magic place where miracles happen and dreams comes true.
Those were the times when all the labels that limited us disappeared. We were unbound and set free and everyone could walk, talk, eat and play. It was a land of partys, sausages, ice-cream, tomato sauce and musical chairs!

In the space where nothing was impossible Siobhán became a Ballerina and in her blinking code she made it clear that inside she was dancing! She lived her short and glorious life with the heart and soul of a dancer. Touching the earth in the lightest way she brought music to life for all of us.

Sometimes when I listen quietly enough I can still hear that music and whenever I get stuck in fear, doubt and tunnel vision, it reminds to drop the seriousness, lasso a rainbow and dance!

So ... How about You - Do you ever look for Rainbows? Have you ever tied one to you garden gate? Do you believe in Miracles? Would you dare to admit it if you did? 

Since my last post I've been wondering what it would take to get to "Finity and Beyond" and I have a hunch that Miracle spotting would be a help!  If you don't know how to do that,  just remember to sing and the Miracles will come to you!

This Blog could be our "Miracle Spotters Anonymous" A place to be reminded and supported when our eyes grow dim. A 12 Step programme that opens our hearts to possibilities wildly beyond the obvious and the reasonable.


Step 1:
Step out of your 'comfort zone'
Step 2:
Feel the fear of having no clue what to do!
Step 3:
Sing!
Step 4:
Look for Rainbows!
Step 5: 
Listen for the new music beginning to play!
Step 6:
Dance!


We're already halfway there ! 













Thursday, 3 January 2013

Finding Finity!

Happy New Year Everyone,

I know that it's going to be a good one.

The first card I got this Christmas said "there's nothing sadder in this world than to awake on Christmas morning and not be a child" 

I liked it. It came through my letterbox on a busy day at the beginning of December and I decided that I would find a way to be 'a child' for Christmas. I guess it worked - on Christmas Eve I got a bottle of bubbles, a game of Jacks and another card telling me that I'm now one of the 'Inn Crowd' 

When my nieces and nephews were little and every phone call ended with the question 'how much do you love me'? one of us always ended with 'I love you to the sky and back'. Then one Christmas Eve, three year old Nell told me that she loved me to 'Finity' and back. There's no more love than that.

In Advent it was clear I'd have to find 'Finity' if I wanted to wake up on Christmas morning with the delight of a child.  The funny thing is... the more I searched the more it seemed to me that 'Finity' is everywhere and nowhere at the same time. 



It's not a place to seek, to find, to get to or to long for...


'Finity' is a place to BE and a place to come from. 
So ... My friends 
Will you come to 'Finity' and Back with me this year?
I'd love the company.